Progress

I think one thing that I really miss, or enjoy in life is progress. That unexpected journey to reaching a goal. You can't see the goal but you can feel it and have that faith that you'll eventually reach it. You never know where the end is because you're on a constant strive (integrated with habit). And I guess what I want to do to actually feel content, or to see the light is to have one goal. Aside from what's happening in life and to research, impliment and work on it day to day.

But what should that goal be?

I am taking example on my weight loss process and how my determination has really did shape me in a certain way! I am happy that I still eat relatively healthy and have a relatively balanced diet lol and do find time to exercise and keep that whole daily or weekly habit going!

But that has been when I was 17. And I am still in the process of it. But now, at the age of 19/20 what excites me? What do I want to pursue? What do I want to fan girl about? What do I want to observe about? What field is it that I want to feel excited about? (this sentence sounds/feels weird) but you get me!

What change do I want in my life, in my well being?

I guess what I want to start doing is to write. Maybe try writing short stories? Mataphore (I spelt it wrong again). But yeah! Maybe that! Write everyday. And also finish a book in a month/2 weeks. Come one Zoe!

And get a toned belly.

Okay gonna get on it now!

Gonna lie down, listen to tunes, get my workout gear, shower, read a book and write :-) tata!
I just want to start fan girling about something again!

OH AND USE LESS OF THE DAMN INTERWEBZzzZzZz.