All in the mind.

I just had a thought and I really really felt like writing it down. I mean I don't know who might read this. But I thought it would be nice to share my thoughts! 8-)

Okay so I was just thinking. Someone's happiness all comes from the state of someone's mind and how they think. As in happiness is their choice because they are their own individual and they actually can control how they feel by changing their thinking towards something.

And I was also thinking. Happiness is free, and so is sadness. But it is better to feel happy or positive towards something than sulking and wasting your precious time over something that is not worth your time! It's all part of forgetting what has happened, and accepting the things that had happened as the past and just move on and treasure the present. As in right now.

Secondly, people should think more positively about themselves than thinking/assuming the negative things people might think about them. Because at the end of the day, they are no one to judge because they have their life and we have ours so yeah. Everything is just one big cycle.

Well I know that there are days were we are sad for some reason. And I guess it is healthy too. To reflect on ourselves and to get over things and to
discover how we feel and our thoughts and stuff.

So yeah, maigad I feel like a freaking wikiHow to be happy or idk la bye

So this is it :

Start lymphatic system at 4.45 and see where I can finish at 6.

Then, at 6 I'm gonna do my pilates ^^ and then have dinner and shower again and finish all the tips I have.

And if I am done by midnight/still awake I will do past year's.

Guys, I'm feeling super high unmotivated and it's killing me. So I'm gonna take my time and just relax myself from being too unmotivated by posting some pictures and stuff like that.

I did pilates yesterday because my mum bought this 10 minute pilates work out thing a few years ago and he he he he he I enjoyed it I can feel my muscles aching 8-)

Okay so AFTER I blog, I am gonna go study. I don't know why but whenever I study I feel like I can't breathe and my room light is too dark (really!) although I have a table lamp so.. I'm gonna change it later.

I'm also gonna write notes :3 I have been writing notes though (USING RECYCLED PAPER OKAY!) And I guess I study better that way. And then I read somewhere that your studying improves by listening to classical music and it didn't work for me because instead of concentrating on my studying I was telling myself "you are supposed to concentrate" and concentrating on that.

Am I the only one here who finds it so difficult to just sit and read? And let what I read go in my head.

I can't believe that it's trials and I still feel.. nothing.

I screwed up badly for my last papers and it's pretty saddening :(

But anyway, okay, after this I'll be studying the Lymphatic System. I'm gonna make sure I'll be super proud of myself at the end of the day.

What la dei

Wow this is so cool I am everyhwere. Anyway, I decided to blog so that I would have the mood to study later! :) Whenever I read I just feel automatically sleepy and I know that it's in my head. Okay so I plan to read until chapter 7 today hopefully and then I'd be the happiest girl in the world. Okiedokies it's almost 11.

Okiedokie, actually this blog post is pretty pointless but nevermind.

Anyway, I'll come back later hopefully and I hope that the weather will do me justice today because I really wanna jog :D ZOE YOU CAN DO THIS. Last paper for trials. LAST.

Okay so I'm gonna keep myself up tonight I am gonna study my ass off and blog after this because there is so much going on in my mind. Hold on!

You know that feeling. When you're sleep deprived. And you feel sad. And you think of things that make you sad, instead of the ones that make you happy. And then you start comparing. And then you feel like you have been taken for granted. And you wonder whether people around you care. And then you try to stop yourself from thinking this way because it is so selfish. But right now I have to study. Don't worry, I'm not that upset. I mean this is just a phase. And I guess I need sleep.