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I wish I could be massively passionate about something and I guess many people do have the trouble with this. Not that it's a trouble or a struggle. But I honestly am amazed by people who fan-girl/are passionate about something and constantly/have vast knowledge on a certain thing and it excites me. Yeah I do like things, there are things I like. But I don't find substance in myself. I feel like a phoney.

I don't get it.