+The Man By the Lake

As I lay down on my bed,
My eyes are shut and my ears are awake,
I listen to a song and then I think-
Of the man I saw by the lake.

A beautiful face that sung a beautiful melody,
Oh how I wish that I could be the notes sung in beauty.
And now he is just a memory that provided me solace,
With lyrics so beautiful you didn't want to leave that place.

I still can feel the wind dancing on my skin,
With accordance to the beautiful melody, there is a metaphorical festival.
If only everyday was like this,
If only you could feel love like this.
How great would the world be-
Listening to a melody to feel beauty.

I can't think of anything good night!

+Angst

This feeling is so rare it's that ugh slap slap slap you slap everyone's feeling but deep down inside you know you love them. I don't know. Omg hormones are so weird.

It's that sort of feeling that you start wondering and thinking and you ask yourself unnecessary things that is stupid and also stupid and well you ask yourself questions that would bring your mood down and I'm contradicting myself right now because it's like I know what I'm doing isn't healthy but I'm still doing it healthy as in for the mind not physically ok.

But then again, I'm pretty sure I won't dwell on this for long because I am bringing my dog for a walk later and I will feel better later and I gotta do Mae a blog post :3 FOR IT IS A BURFSTDAY TODAY AMAGAD.

+11.30

I took this picture few days ago :)

I was studying physics while FaceTiming Jasmine who was reading a story book and stuff. I'll continue reading my Physics after this. I had this sudden urge to blog out of a sudden. I don't know, it's therapeutic (to me la).

Anyway today was pretty productive and I hope it would be my last time going out on the weekend till trials! I woke up and washed my shoes likka true house gurl and then bathe Elvis the cutie pie and then took the rubbish out and then went for Dark Knight with Jiew Ann, Mindy and Esther and then went to PP with Diyana! :)

You know what I was thinking in the car, I was thinking of like you know in movies where the main character or someone blogs and they have something to blog about and you wish you could do that so you try it but in the end you have nothing/no topic to talk about. I don't know what I'm talking about la but I wish that I had a specific topic to blog about and stuff and then it'll look good like a pro chick.

And then also sometimes before I go to sleep I always have this weird OCD ADD thing that I recently told Halili about it's like I'll have this random line in my head with a random accent and I really have to say it out loud. I'll contemplate whether or not to say it out loud and I'll say it out loud a few times till I'm convinced. The other day it was : "I don't need slippers to go into the pool" in an Irish/Scottish accent I really don't know but is this normal? Yours faithful OCDC.

Waow what else. I don't know I haven't been taking pictures or writing poems and stuff over here for a long time. I've been pretty busy actually. SPM is so near amagad.

I feel like writing a poem right now! 

The light bulb, it is lighted, it is coated with heat.

Like two hearts that light up, and brightens when they meet.

Fathomless eyes that blinks with understanding,

Diving into each other souls, forgetting about everything.

How foolish they are, to fall like the autumn leaves,

Blinded by a feeling that stole away nothing.

There was nothing to gain nor receive from the start.

And now it was time for them to depart.

And just like that, their story ends,

Faster than the small waves hitting the sand,

The light bulb is fused, it is burnt.

Everyone is bound to get hurt.

I can't really write poems properly anymore idky :( good night!