Regret.

I cannot wait to get over this phase of regretting how I spend my time.

It might be a small deal but every night I am feel with guilt on how little time I think or feel I have put in studying.

I cannot wait for this phase to be over because it honestly isn't even good for my emotional health.

I might sound like a total drama queen right now. But I honestly cannot wait for this phase to be over.

To at least have a night where I sleep, satisfied with my studying productivity.
It's like mental self-inflicting pain that I love to endure every night, unconsciously enjoying it (hurting myself) but hating the fact that I am doing it.

I just feel that. I really have to do my parents justice. That's all.

La di la la

I'm having one of those nights where I am being very unappreciative towards my happiness and my satisfaction. I just feel like being sad and I guess it is somewhat comforting because I feel all deep and stuff.. I guess..

And I'm just scared that my studying isn't enough. And I really feel all sore eyes and I feel as though my spirits have been dragged down.

Is this sleep deprivation?

I don't know actually. I don't know why I'm making a big deal out of nothing. I don't know so many things about myself.

Well, tomorrow is a brand new day.
I hope I will spend it well to pay for satisfaction which I will reward myself. And feel happy. And satisfied.

I'm hoping. Come on Zoe!

I don't like you. I mean not in that way. But I always have the urge to talk to you. Only you. I need an explanation for this. Please. ~(•.•)~

Who?

I would like to be the girl who carries a camera around and takes whatever pictures she wants making and capturing the best out of it.

The one who knows what to write down in a journal as she travels.

The one who is able to describe things vividly.

I want to be a traveler wherever I go :)

But I don't know.. Let's see!

These pictures were taken from a magazine which my mum bought and I decided to collage it because I really enjoyed reading this article!