Hello all! It has been awhile hasn't it? Anyway! A slight update on what has been happening etc etc etc.. tbh I don't really have a structure on what I really want to talk about but yeah. I guess I'll just talk about whatever really! My laptop's so dirty.. it's gross. One thing about me I keep nonsense in my laptop.. I never update it.. yeah. If my laptop was a wardrobe (it techincally is) it'll be disgusting. It already is. It's starting to bug me now :-(
Anyhoooooo I went to London yesterday with Kristina and Matthew (her boy) and it was nice and pretty chill! I enjoyed it. I had a pretty shit day before because someone called me useless. It was my uni's technician/helper and I wanted a brush but I wasn't specific cz I obviously wasnt thinking. And he was all like *shrug* *rolls eyes* what width do you want? then i was like show them to me son (in a nice way) then he showed me one all slouchy shouldered then I said "that's perfect! that will do" then he was all shrugy and was like "a pound and u get to keep it" then i was like "oh okay but i dont have my wallet with me it's in the studio" then he put his hands up and shook his head as if i did such a cRIME TO NOT BRING MY WALLET CZ I THOUGHT THAT I COULD BORROW A BRUSH and he was like "Useless"
and then I responded with "I can go back to the studio and take the money. it's no big deal. is that okay? and i'm not useless don't call me useless." And seriously people, a word really can affect someone. Or just your attitude. Like people are so oblivious by how words and attitude can really ruin someone's day. Like my day was ruined by that. Number 1, no one should ever be called useless. Ever. Let alone in a working environment? He got his fucking pound anyway and I hope he had a good day. but hell that was fucking frustrating and such a joy kill when you're in uni wanting to do your work and then getting called "useless" might sound like no big deal but when it's said right to your face especially by soeone who is supposedly supposed to help you out, you honestly feel so taken a back and like "did i do anything wrong?" but people when things like these happen to you remember it's not you. it's just the other person having a bad day and being a sonofagun trying to spread disguting aura to u. so shake it off. it affected me tho. but shrug whatever.
what i wanna say is, if anyone calls u anything or anything, and if it annoys you. it only shows you that you're not what that person is saying. it shows that it's not true. it show's that that person is lying about you to you. and hence, you get annoyed! theory!
Okay aside from thattttttt, London was great. I had to do work but my mum was like go to london have a break and get your mind of it. :-) and so I did! I went to saatchi gallery first! I walked there from victoria and then after that Holborn to meet Kristina and Matt then we went to this like huntarian museum gallery where there were preserved/dead bodies we watched videos of surgeries and they were so painful oh hell. Then we went to New London Architecture mUSEUM which got me hella excited on architecture!!! Then we got snacks and tubed to a park and chilled and got greeted by so many dogs. The cutest things ever. Can't wait to meet Otis and visit Elvis' grave.
Then we got backkkk and then my housemates called me from the kitchen and chilled with them for abit then etc etc etc yahhhh it was a good friday! I'm just chilling now. Gonna go Morrisons with Pritika in abit!!
Anyway, I've got to do a few things
1. get boxes for moving
2. finish my damn product
3. think of how im gonna head to the airport
19 DAYS TILL HOME WTF.
