+ What!

Has anyone ever experienced this moment or thought. The one where you just sit down looking at something and while looking at it, you're thinking about something and then you're also talking to people and then you think of something that suddenly occurs to you. It just happened to me. It just occurred to me that I am in form 5. I can't believe it. After so many years of being in school I am in form 5. And next year I won't be wearing this pinafore anymore. I wont see all my school friends in school any morning etc etc. None. I can't believe that I am going to the end of this phase soon and experience another step and phase in life. It's so weird when you think about it. It's kind of overwhelming. And I'm starting to get back and realize how it is important to treasure everything. :)

+ I guess so..

Okay, I guess if I stay up blogging then I might somehow make myself motivated to study? I am intoxicated by coffee at the moment. A few hours ago I was trying to sleep but failed miserably so I decided to switch on the laptop (it has been a long time) and blog. After this, I'm pretty sure I'll be motivated to study.

I really do not know what is wrong with me. Why can't I study? I mean it's not like I can but I distract myself too too easily which is not a good thing AT ALL! :( Every night I sleep regretting how I've not studied up to my expectations and I'll feel horrible and it's not a nice feeling.

So tonight, I'm gonna study. I told myself that I didn't want to get back my papers and tell myself "I could've done better if I had put in more effort." I really hope that I won't say that. I really do. This is my last mid-terms and oh my goodness gracious.

Anyway, I have loads to blog about like Esther's birthday and my dog but not right now because there's a lot to write about! Okay, after this I'm just gonna switch on my itunes, and study and pray that I won't get distracted by anything.

And I pray that I would be able to get up for church tomorrow. I cannot wait for all of this to end!

And these are pictures of my trying to camouflage myself within the zebra prints but obviously I fail la aiyok.

epepehepehe eehe e noob!

byebye

LOL