So, I decided to blog about my goals step by step. I might not be able to reach them as expected, as in - be in what I expect 100% but like I said, goals are great. They motivate you and push you to be a better version of what you can be!
Anyway, I hope to get a part time job right now. But the only problem I am facing is that I travel up and down from KL and JB a lot. But I really do want to earn money to save, and to learn and understand the value of working hard to earn money in a deeper depth by putting myself in that situation. By having a job, I get to also learn not to simply use my money for granted.
Well, I will meet up with my friend one of these days to ask about this part time job and hopefully will be able to contemplate to take it up. I do have family plans and IELTS to do. But come on, I need to be determined in order to achieve certain things in life! I then will contemplate with my parents. Well, everything is possible. We'll see how it goes. But I believe that getting a job will change me as a person.
Secondly, I want to stop being sorry for myself whenever I feel myself being in a tough situation. Instead of being sorry for myself, I want to push myself and motivate myself to shake whatever is holding me back and just go forth and to do what you know is right instead of just staying safe in a spot where you feel sorry for yourself. I now understand and believe, that only you can build your strength up by going through pain and hardship. Same goes like working out! You want to achieve your goal right? To be healthy, and fit and the only way you can achieve that is by putting yourself through hard work, determination and.. pain! You temporary torture yourself and push yourself in order to achieve a goal and satisfaction. Working out has definitely been a good metaphor for me in terms of striving to be a better person.
So shake what you do not like about yourself off, and work for it!
I also do want to not just say but I also want to really do what I say yes it might be tough. But there's nothing more attractive than a guy, or a girl to do what they preach and say and share. It shows your determination and trust upon yourself.
Other things I do want to work on is to be a better daughter, sister, cousin, niece, and grandchild. I want to learn to be patient and never ever take their undying love fore granted. I want to learn and try, step by step, effortlessly with guidance from God to be a better family member for everyone. No I won't try too hard and lie myself to what a better family member should be but I will be the best version of Zoe Kan can be as a family member and rationalize my doings well. I will definitely try that.
Lastly, I do love my friends so much. I've always felt really at home with them. I will build myself up and know what is right for me and them and understand any situation well and accept any fact that comes in our way. I will compromise to situations and always be there for them as they have always been there for me. I will not force on to friendships, but I will definitely try to be the best I can be and always try to put a smile on their faces as they have definitely put smiles on my face and gave warmth to my heart!
Other than that, I want to produce more art and getting to know more power women! I have been doing that as I have been going to art websites, looking at art, getting to know the artists. I have also been stumbling on to power women who have inspired me so much to be a better lady! There is so much for me out there. Tomorrow is holding so much of excitement. I love and appreciate everything. This might just be a phase of my life but it's feeling good. And I always hope the best for you too! (whoever who is reading this.. and even not)
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