A new chapter?

Hello!

I am currently in my cousin's place at London right now. Man things have been weird for me and I have been a mixed of emotions.

Before leaving, I felt like it was the end of something.. and I don't know what that something is. But then dad said that, "It's not the end! It's only the beginning." and that's true, it's the ending of a chapter and now a new chapter of my life - which is a story. And it's continuous, and it's constantly changing and it's on my growth. We grow internally ; spiritually, and mentally and emotionally. May I gain strength through out the day!

It was sad leaving. Leaving friends, leaving parents, leaving a guy..

I cried so many times, knowing that my 8 months of freedom really did draw me so much into comfort and things build upon and with people.

I'm still in the midst of mixed emotions. Everyday! Trying to be stronger and trying to take it day by day and not dwell and worry too much upon the future, and to stop looking back at the past. The time is today and the best I can do to be strong is to be the best I can be today.

I definitely have drawn myself close to God and have to stop taking that for granted. But he has been so good to me.

I just have to be strong, keep my head up high and smile!