My stay/visit home this time in particular has been really good and welcoming in so many ways. First day upon arriving here, I had the weird sense of belonging again.. like part of me was more to KL than to JB. And then I started meeting up with friends, and the people who I grew up with. People who made home, home and it felt lovely and I could feel the sense of contentment. And I am contented as I feel settled at KL as well as JB but at the same time, confused. But it feels really good.
It feels so good confiding in great friends, and knowing whats up, and exchanging life philosophies and sharing with people what you have learnt over strange and odd times.
"Yeah Zoe, I see you posting your philosophical stuff online. You and your sudden epiphanies."
And it's also great seeing good lovely close best friends change and grow as people. On how things have built them up over experiences, and it's so lovely catching up with growth and understanding. I feel nourished in a sense.
Home will always be home. I still feel unsettled to my sense of belonging as I have been neither here nor there. But I am taking in things for the moment :-)
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