Organize yoself / back

I now have one shoe and one bag which I wear out 100% of the time for the past month and it is so rare of me.

Any way, I think that I'm growing and growing each day even at my downest, even at my highest, I'm definitely growing and becoming stronger each day and certain of myself even though I think I'm not sometimes but I know throughout the days and whatever. I am infact, growing or becoming a contented container of a contented soul. Oh phases and moments. So bipolar when it comes to life!

Furthermoreeeee ... . ..  .

I used to change my bags to carry out quite often. But recently, I've been just stuck to one.. which is this navy blue leather bag. Aside from that, I've also been walking around on my brown leathered loafers because.. they both just go with everything and yeah. They are safe enough to wear out with any outfit I put on. 

I still will use my other shoes and bags though. It's just that I've been really comfortable with these two and it's kinda rare. Like I'm always changing shoes everyday, and bags but I've kinda stopped! :-O it's as though I'm not bothered to bother or like you know.. yeah.. I just can't be bothered. 

They are my essential basics now till I don't know when- I guess. This whole topic about my shoe and my bag isn't important and don't matter but I just feel like talking about it instead of things that actually do matter.

I'm kinda annoyed because really none of this really matter and I don't even know why I'm talking about my shoe and my bag.

Anyway, I'm still the same and by same I mean not organized and messy. The bigger the bag, the more cluttered it is and the more filled it is with things that I DO NOT NEED. And this bag can fit a lot. What is that is that an eye liner? 2 books (an extra one incase I finish reading the other) loose coins, 2 pens.. wrappers. 

So, I decided to write this post to organize the content on my bag and hope that this post will motivate me to organize it well.

What I need and want in it is...

+ I want to start to carry a camera around. Any camera other than my phone. I've got so many cheap film cameras loaded with films but I haven't really shot much.

+ A small notebook (I already have that)

+ A pen. ONE PEN!

+ My keys

+ Portable charger + cable (tell myself to charge them everynight)

+ Tissue paper.. 

+ I have a small bottle of lotion

+ Lip gloss.

+ My wallet.

+ My water bottle.

Yeah. I do wanna start taking pictures to develop them. I'll get that started once I'm back again. Remind yourself, Zoe!

When I'm back, all I wanna do is stay at home. Help up with them chores, go for runs, walk ma dog, watch TV, draw, etc etc etc.. I love the comfort too much and cbf to do anything else :-) Sorry fwens hehehe.

What did I do today? Well, I made juice with mum and then breakfast. And then did my parent's bed and not mine because what's the point if it's gonna be messy again the next morning.. right? Toilet. Uh walked ma dawg B-) so gonna miss walking him :-( uh hung clothes did them dishes watched tv played the guitar and piano and tried to sing but i felt like I couldn't so I drank honey and I still couldn't so I stopped. And then dilly delly da da da then wanted to run but this time it was legit gonna pour so I didn't want and did blogilates instead! Then I went off for dinner and had korean food.

Well yeah, I honestly feel really comfortable with things now and I really don't wanna leave home. I'd have to leave by Friday. Honestly wish I could be here longer. I feel so relaxed and pleased with things and things have been really pleasent. The air here is really good as well and I get to walk my dog and stuff.

I honestly wish I could stay put at home for like 3 months straight. It has been a long time since I've stayed put at home :( But oh well.. I have lovely friends and family at KL as well!