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I am lying on my bed as sitting down on my chair is causing my back to ache really bad. But as I am lying on my bed, I am subconsciously telling myself that I might fall asleep. And therefore, I do feel sleepy. But I have to fight this tiredness as a punishment to myself for not being able to divide my time as I ought to. I am feeling funny. I feel like I am longing for something as my life has been so stagnant. But the thing is- I do not know what I am longing for, but there is this sensation of longing for something in my heart. I am feeling sleepy...