I was pretty baked thursday night (i hope my parents dont read my blog and if they do pls dont worry lol) and it felt horrible. I felt like I was tunnelling down and I had flash backs of my past right infront of me, just constant thoughts. I can't remember but they were profuse thoughts and it felt weird. It hit me really hard. But I still remember this thought like with cell phones now. Something like, this weird device is on your palm. And kids as young as 11 owns one. And this weird devise is so excessable.. excessible excesable excessible excessable.. how do you spell it. Excess-able lol to anywhere in the interweb and whoah times have changed really.
Anyway, yeah so after that thursday night, on friday morning i forced myself to go for a run and made myself breakfast. And then did nothing and then went to the kitchen and chilled for abit and ended up watching movies and eating more and had pop corns in the kitchen and it was nice tho. But it was really so not productive. Whereas I guess it was better today cz I went to the library, I finished a drawing in my book (not uni related tho) and cleaned my room. So yeah.. I've got to bring myself to read. I think I might read myself to sleep. I don't know if that's a good idea since I should get down notes. But to be honest, I don't have a rough idea on anything.
Anyway I feel like writing something "productive" that could maybe influence/help you and me at the same time.
I decided to list down the top fears that I fear.
And Imma make them fears be afraid of me isntead.
Good night! :-)
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