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Loads of work piled up in the corner of my mind - but it's okay. It's always good to give yourself time to relax, wind down and .. I forgot the word that I really wanted to use.

Anyway! you'll roughly understand where I'm going :-) I'll just write myself to sleep.

Coming to UK has still (but it's getting better) a whirlpool. But to be honest, along a narrow and bitter line, I can feel myself getting better and my perspective to things change. I'm starting to feel less sorry for myself, and am allowing myself to grow and nourish the way I am supposed to. Trial and error is what life is all about I guess. Everyone's living a different life, different future, different change and growth time. This is definitely one of the weirdest and most heart breaking and at the same time, relieving and self realising one I've had. And I know I have more life roller coasters to come.

But I am secured by an everlasting love knowing that everything will be fine and I am growing the way I am supposed to be. I am out of comfort to look for comfort and it a repeat. I am on the road to build strong muscles for my mental strength. It is scary but exciting and nourishing.

Bad days will come, and they will make me strong.
Good days are always in the bad days :-)