It's something like this. I'll be studying and then I'll feel sleepy and then I'd want to sleep. So I lie down on bed and I take my phone and while I'm using my phone I then feel like I'm wasting time and maybe I'm not tired so I go back to study. But as I study, I get sleepy. And so I lie in/on (which one please help me if you want) bed (without touching my phone) and then I'd think "16 days left." and then I'd panic. And go to the table and study but I tell myself that I'm actually sleepy while also telling myself that I am not. I don't know. I wanna do well.
I don't even know whether I'm sleepy.. I'm so confused. It's like I study better when I'm chill and then when I'm too chilled I'd panic and everything will suck. So, I guess I need to chill.
But the thing is.. Being chill isn't good and I'm just going round a circle. And when you go round a circle, it never stops because there isn't a boarder for you to stop. It's just a circle going round and round and round.
It won't ever stop. And come to think of it. What am I even worrying about if I'm not gonna do anything about it.
I'm always contradicting myself and I like it somehow!
Btw my current whatsapp picture now :) isn't he cute?!? Alolo.
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