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You know that feeling. When you're sleep deprived. And you feel sad. And you think of things that make you sad, instead of the ones that make you happy. And then you start comparing. And then you feel like you have been taken for granted. And you wonder whether people around you care. And then you try to stop yourself from thinking this way because it is so selfish. But right now I have to study. Don't worry, I'm not that upset. I mean this is just a phase. And I guess I need sleep.